American rapper, Blac Chyna is reflecting on her past struggle with alcohol and the nightmares she’s had since beginning her sobriety journey. The rapper and TV personality — who now goes by her birth name Angela White — appeared on an episode of ‘Piers Morgan Uncensored’ and recalled the moment she realised she was an alcoholic.
“I thought, if you drink for like, two, three days straight, back to back, that that’s not an alcoholic,” White, 36, explained. “In my eyes, an alcoholic was, you have to wake up, you need a drink. ‘I need a drink. I need a drink.’ But when I would drink an alcoholic drink, I wanted another one, and another one, and another one, and another one, and it’s bingeing.”
“So I had to come to the realisation like, hey, maybe I am an alcoholic. I literally have a lot of nightmares, where I’m asleep and I’ve drank in my sleep, and I will wake up, like, ‘Oh my gosh, are you serious?’ Because it’s like, I’m not starting over,” she said.
“Because I’ve started over,” she continued. “I would do, like, four months and then something happened. And I would start over and start over, do it again, do it again, and I would fail. So this time I’m like, I’m not going back to it. That’s not the lifestyle that I want to live.”
White celebrated two years of sobriety in September 2024. In honor of the milestone she posted a video on Instagram alongside her kids — daughter Dream and son King. White shares Dream with Rob Kardashian and King with Tyga.
In the clip, White brought out a four-layer cake lit with two gold candles to enjoy with her children.